All I’m saying is that some passionate sex to forget how much I hate myself would be fab. 

I was feeling pretty miserable earlier (technically I should say for the last two days but whatevs) because I was coming down hard but I’ve had some panadol and some 2 minute noodles so I feel a little better now but there’s still the fact that we move today and everything is so disorganised. I would like cuddles and kisses to distract me now thanks.

I’ve never felt so low and I just don’t know what to do any more.